unable to fall asleep last couple of nights due to all the thoughts that come to mind connected with coming back to slovenia. coming home. doing all the school work. pressure of not having an option to fail. oh academy, oh slovenia, oh your systems, i kind of don’t like it. I like the nature and weather and some of the people and any people in general, but fucks shit. all this pressure that coming home brings. it’s like i was able to breathe here and i was so afraid of it that i couldn’t at first. and now i got used to it and don’t want to go back to living under a rock.
after going to the forest to get lost for 3 hours and seeing the first snow in the SUNLIGHT i was looking at stars and seeing like the whole sky possible, cause there is no hills and no other disturbing lights and seeing the northern lights and freezing my ass off and eating cookies and drinking humongous amounts off tea an coffee at all times of the night and jumping in half frozen puddles and watching bad movies and talking for ages in the darkness and going through a banksy book and scanning old films and dancing to old madonna’s songs put so loud on a imac it’s almost exploding and yeah… enjoying the fucking awesomeness of the day.
well babies, i usually wouldn’t do something like that, but here in finland i’ve gotten used to my friend’s Maje philosophy : “I don’t have to enjoy this, it’s just an experience.” and that’s the reason i’ve done it. i wanted to see how it feels like. jesus fuckin shit, you can really have lots of revelations watching collection of worst movies ever with two finish champions of this kind of marathons :) we’ve seen 16 in 24 hours. well i wasn’t really present at about four of them (sleeping/being out of the room) but it was a lot of bad horror movies, kung fu soccer mix, random tits and random sex scenes, bad bad music along the bad sex scenes, action movies made really boooooring, people stating the obvious stuff happening in the movie and so on. so we laughed a lot.
so… if anyone is in need for a really horribly crappy movie here are the worst ones:
1. Troll 2 fucking unbelievable horrible. acting of the grandad and all of them, omg. scene and costume design, shit that was really really bad. obivously horribly stupid and not a hint of scary.
2. Gladiator cop The problem is that the whole movie is without any kind of meaning (stupid or pointless), because the sword that they use for fighting(to beat everyone and get money) is worth more than 10 years of fighting money, so it would be so much easier to just sell it. H? And this guy has THE WORST haircut ever. Looks like squirrel making a Pantene commercial.
3. Nightmare city OMG how can this have above 5 grade on imdb? Anyway, it was HORRIBLE for me. Otherwise again REALLY stupid, like, if you want to run away from zombies you don’t stop on a petrol station to go shopping for a new jacket, isn’t that so?
“The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.”—Elisabeth Kübler-Ross (via explaterate)
“Now, this is my job, I will not quit it
Pulled me out the depths when I thought that I was finished
Yeah I questioned if I could go the distance
That’s just the work, regardless of who’s listening, listening
Listen, see I was meant to be a warrior”—macklemore . make the money
again alone with my hassi, my canon and loads of bags with goodies from home. not bad, not bad at all. but a tiny bit sad it is to be alone in a hotel room waiting for the train to take you far far away.
“There are only two kinds of people who are really fascinating - people who know absolutely everything, and people who know absolutely nothing.”—Lord Henry, The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde (via paintmysilence)